SardonicWonders45

Mid 30’s straight, white boy with a secret love of Big Black Cocks.

I consider myself a BBC Faggot. I do not find men attractive, and nor do I have any desire to be sexual or romantic with a guy. However, I will worship the absolute fuck out of a beautiful Big Black Cock and give my holes up, as is my duty as a white boy.

This has been a very difficult thing for me to navigate with my sexuality, but I am finally proud to say I am a BBC Faggot only. I am looking to connect with other BBC lovers and worshippers, male and female.

Let me tell you how it all started and where I am now...

When I was in my early teens and just started exploring pornography online, I came across a pic of a naked blonde white woman who was standing in between two muscular black men, and in each of her hands were two of the biggest, blackest, meanest, veiny, dark and glistening cocks I had ever seen. This was the first time I laid eyes on Big Black Cocks, and I was mesmerized by them. The woman in the pic might as well not have been there, because all I was fixated on were those two majestic black dicks.

At this point I started watching interracial poor. I was especially fond of white women getting gangbanged by BBC, because the more BBC, the hotter it was. It wasn't even about the girl anymore... I was getting turned on by the big black dicks, not so much the women. In fact I was often jealous of the women. I wanted to suck, gag, choke and slobber on them! And if these tiny girls could take these monstrous black cocks up there asses effortlessly, then why couldn't I?

This caused much confusion to me, as I knew I wasn't gay, or even bi, because I found men in no way attractive - not even the ones the black dicks were strapped to. This left me riddled with guilt for a long time as I tried to just bury the fact nothing made me more aroused than the thought of worshipping BBC.

So after 20 long years, in my mid-30's, I have decided to stop feeling guilt and shame and embrace the fact I am 100% heterosexual and only attracted to women, but I will absolutely fag-out and give up my holes for Big Black Cock if given the opportunity, as I and many other white boys like me all agree, that it's not gay to suck / fuck Big Black Cock... it's a natural duty!