All it takes is watching one sissy video. Then you watch another, and another. The next thing you know, you've accepted you're a sissy. That your job in life is to satisfy real Men. To give them your throat and turn your ass into a pussy. And once that becomes a reality and you get that first cock? Yeah, you're never going back.
I really don't understand this obsession with going back. From the first time a man fucked me, I couldn't think of anything but his beautiful cock and doing whatever it took to make him fuck me again.